"It's not that I don't want to-" Does she want to? Billy is nice and cute. They always have fun together, as if the bad parts of life are pushed away for a few hours. But they're still there, and that's the problem. Her bad luck will catch up eventually and this is one thing she doesn't want to ruin.
"It's just that...I am a hot mess." Even that much of an admission feels like too much to say aloud, but Steph pushes on. "I just have all this stuff from home and just- big old pile of crazy. And I don't want to ruin things or hurt you because I'm a massive screw-up, you know?"
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Date: 2014-10-01 09:54 pm (UTC)"It's just that...I am a hot mess." Even that much of an admission feels like too much to say aloud, but Steph pushes on. "I just have all this stuff from home and just- big old pile of crazy. And I don't want to ruin things or hurt you because I'm a massive screw-up, you know?"